lovely bones.....i wonder if i die....

i watched lovely bone and it was so lovely that i had chills on my bones.it remind me of myself,would anyone cry like that i were gone.would the world around me be better??would someone shed an honest tear for me??
i hope to meet my moon sooner cuz i don`t want to leave this world without a glimpse of those beautiful blue eyes that shines my heart trough.i want kiyuu,i want him so bad cuz i know i might be more than happy if he was here.i love him even if i myself not sure whether he exist or not.