so i had a fuckin rough month with the fact that i was struggling to get the beast tickets and with the nie mag shit,everything was on my shitty mind that i couldn`t think a fucking thing!and it happens to be my besties birthday and stupid me i fuckin forgot!and now shes all sulking and pissed.i guess i was wrong there huh cuz im such a friggin bad person,bout she saying not im acknowledging that she is my friend was so fuckin wrong!yeah i changed my status and stuff sayin that im engaged but i was just shitting around!!!no fuckin hard feelings there but i guess she is offended huh.hey babe its just for fun alrite!!since i found a cute twin i just wanna play around and at least dream that im engaged to him cuz i know i`ll never fucking be wit him.and now she is posting on her blog of how bad and obsessed i am bout beast,girl i appreciate all your effort n stuff alright!if doojoon and u were falling down a friggin cliff i`d save u first alrite!!but i guess maybe everybody just hates me huh,cuz im such an odor everybody wanted to stay away......friend 4ever wtf is that!!huh i know im selfish n stuff well bitches i guess im sory but nothin can change that. even if i changed all cuz i ve met him the shining moon in black skies.
i gotta admit i want to be a good person,have a lot of great friends and smile all the time but the fact is im just that dark black sky that rains rocks everyday......
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