"my remaining days cannot erase you .... "
"so sweetly like a lie, i walk with you in my dreams"
"this slow heart makes me miserable, so i can't throw away the promises that remains with me"
"so that i can fall asleep in your embrace that i feel i'll never be in again.."
"the memories i thought that could be forever , you are growing more and more faint.."
"like the memories that lost its voice"
this song i feel like it's mocking me, it's the same. what i feel now it's exactly the same...
it's as if my thought were reborn into this music that i have listened to days and days not knowing what it meant until today......
this is how i feel, word by word translated so perfectly, as if it's mocking my longing....
how i miss him, how long for him how he is getting further and how im walking a way..... everything is in this one song. haha how ironic is this, finding this after all those shows i put on about how i am leaving..... this song is mocking me and as much as i hate it , i love this song...this music.....
you really are a dream right kiyuu, a dream that i've hold on too strong that my bones are cracking..
i really hate this........... so much.......
i hate leaving u behind, i hate swallowing the reality i hate that this just said all that is locked in my heart and so the moment where i found it out im breaking down into pieces.
but there is no turning back not anymore........ i've said my good bye so i will walk ahead.
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