Sunday, September 30, 2012

it's the full moon again

it's the full moon again. last night and the night before.
it's so beautiful...... but the brightness stabs me in the heart because i can't see it with you.

i love it. the light beam that came from the moon.it's the light that shone the dark nights with a ray of hope just like you. when i feel like giving up i think of you. i thought that one day i would find you no matter how far and how impossible it would be.

foolishly i would wait for you n think of how you would smile when i finally find you, to get through those painful days. i know it 's almost impossible but i would like to believe that if i just try really hard and always open my heart for you... you'd come n be by my side.that is how much i love you.

i want to scream out loud of how much i love you but wouldn't it be useless since you can't hear it.
no, since u r not even here.the worthless tears i shed for you in reality does mean nothing....
dear god... will i be waiting forever??
will i grow old holding those pictures i drew of him and die alone??



where are you kiyuu...
please i beg you... come to my side..... i maybe can't hold on any longer....

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