i admit it..
i fall for people too fast too deep..
i admit it..
i fall for the most ridiculous things..
i admit it..
i fell for you....

and every day you hurt me when i look out the window and watch the rain, when i see the full moon, when my songs played on my mp3, when i watch a guy who has your eyes or your nose or even your vibe
it's ripping my chest open and burning my soul to the ground...

everything reminds me of you.. the smell of roses..those old books..those spectacles that you would wear..those white shirts tht u love..the air..the sun..my blood when i cut myself..the empty space on my bed when i lay..

is it a sin?
loving you.. i think it is..
because you're just an illusion ..
a way out maybe..
because you're not true.
but this feeling is so real, this pain is as solid as the walls in my room...
and it reaps my heart of happiness..

everyday crying myself to sleep.
maybe i should let go??