near the sea where the wind blows and the golden sands grazes my skin...
hoping that what you were would stay as beautiful as the view....
i threw you away.... so why does your face still lingers.
i know that this is not a painfree process, i know that slowly..painfully then i can actually let go..
i know that time heals, but what they never tell you is that for you to heal you're actually dying slowly inside.those warm feelings that was so alive they're dying... and so a part of of you, an emotion that you are so familiar with like your flesh and blood... they're dying.
so what am i supposed to do, i shower my self relentlessly with others, peoples i claim that make my heart skips a beat.... even so.you're the one who making this foolish heart beat anyway...
who am i to fool... the joke was always on me .. so how can i throw it away... this brazen feelings ...
it will never go away as i wish... what should i do...
i can't hope anymore, i can't dream anymore...there's nothing... and yet i am throwing it away.
when there is less than what i am left... im throwing you away..
but you see... that is the only way that i see now. i don't see waiting for you for years to come is ...
well... i just don't see it anymore.waiting and waiting when i know you're not coming...
chaining myself to this foolishness .... i finally woke up...
i know now that the only words that i will be able to utter even after a decade is....
where are you.... how foolish is that huh.... so i will let this go. i will let you go kiyuu......
so don't you dare coming into my life anytime soon.... cuz then all this tears i shed for you would mean less than a speck of dust..... let me feel that what i m doing is worth it and that it was a good decision..
so even if one day i might bump into you in the streets.... i'll just smile and walk away....
so i walk this feelings away right , one day.......
