such a comforting word that is believed to heal even the most deepest pain and scars
but sometimes for me love is a longing, something that seemed impossible....
Reply 1997 a drama about first love and the liveliness of a teen's youth where everything is
innocent and heart pounding.....
i'm sad to say this but my youth ended with nothing for me to hold on to.......
no first love nor even lasting friendships.......
everything was express and nothing would last. my youth was a blank page of longing
and frustration.where are the smiles and laughter that is said to be the best memories of our life...
i have no one to blame but myself.the many wrongs i did was paid in a way where i find my life
no where near meaningful...... i am a lost cost.... where did it all go, all the hopes and expectations.....
the skipping heartbeats, the cold sweats and the stutters.....
the exciting feeling when that person touches you, that electric like shock when that person
is close...... is that not the feeling of liveliness???
where did mine go?? that moment when you realize that there is actually something worth living for
that that something might even save you from your own inescapable darkness...
today my heart made another whine,
it told me that it wanted someone to beat for,
where as my mind screams for patience and hopes......
i realize that sometimes that love you hoped for would just never ever replies........
